Kehilangan embah lanang

pada 1 mac 2010 embah lanang menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir di wad 4a hospital sungai buloh pada jam 10.20am...
aku sempat tgk mase nazak..1st time aku tgk n meremang je bulu roma.aku bayangkan jika masa aku dipanggil nanti..adakah baik seperti embah atau susah akibat banyaknya dosa yang tidak terampun...Masyaallah..Y Allah ampunilah hambamu ini..
jenazah embah dibawa ke tjg karang dan pada jam 4ptg embah dikuburkan di belakang masjid lama di sg gulang-gulang...tinggallah embah wedok sorang2..tapi maybe wak esah akan tinggal same coz umah dia p0n hampir siap...

arini aku bukak twitter..keberanian aku terbalas..
aku beranikan diri untuk balas komen qabil ambak..aku suh letak pic kat twitter...
then die letak..huhuuhuuuu...atleast ade respon.then after dat aku bukak facebook die..die tkr status dari single to in an open relation ship...maybe aku..or maybe orang lain..rasenyer orang lain...siapaelah aku ni nak kawan dgn qabil ambak...biar jelah..kite tgk respon selepas ini..aku balas balik komen die pasal makan duck..pasni kalo ade respon nampaknyer positivelaaa...
aku rase bersalah coz dia dulu try approach tapi aku sangat2la sombong...xtaula aku nih...sombong betol..mintak2 dapat berubahlaa cheah..

oye..aku benti kat boustead 31dis2009..then menganggur tapi keje jadi kerani kat skola cikmin..
sekrang ni kat asrama plak...wat perubahan if possible..insyaallah..moga2 pasni ade mase lagi nak penuhkan blog ni.chios arios

Boustead Naval Shipyard Sdn Bhd

Yeiii...aku da start training kat Boustead @ dikenali yard or dockyard oleh penduduk setempat...
start 5 oct 2009 n dijangka abes bln 3 thn 2010..yep.mmg best dok sane..umah sewa yg dipenuhi oleh budak2 sengals ssss mcm aku gak..nana,rossa,ika,nomi,zaie,n cheah...ex umah ina n fiza..xpenah kenal p0n tapi sebab sekepala sooo ape buat p0n kite ENJOOYY..

thank god aku x yah pakai overall coz dok opis je kan..pe yg nk overall nye..lainla nana,ika n zaie..tp dorg bestla coz slalu naik kapal..aku ni tgk dr jauh jek..tu p0n kafe kat sblh laut..kalo x mmg xde can nk g naik kapal..

opismate aku plak alhamdulillah..sume baik2 coz kebanyakannye nk pencen dah.
kak lin,kak rohi, en musa,kak leya,,kak ayu..sume ok..especially en musa la coz die yg ajar aku wat keje..project accounting la katekan..

umah plak kat no 21 tingkat 1 bluebay resort jln titi panjang lumut...tepi laut n penuh dgn kapal layar coz sebelah umah kitaorg marina yatch club..kalo jogging pagi2 mmg besssssss sgt2..

k got to go..ni p0n baru sempat nk type. kalo x bz memanjang..wasalam

frustation yet smiling

orang yang beriman tu boleh dikata beriman setelah dia diuji.
aku paling sakit hati time nk konvo..
on my konvo ok..ntah cne ble x mamat tu terkantoi dgn minah ni..
spoil ,mood gler..napela time tu nak kantoi..
elloooo...kantaoi main mesej ngan bini orang k..
aku penat blaja 4 tahun tgu mase ni.mengharapkan suasana yang sepatutnye berlaku...
tapi....sampai hati gler mamat tuh...

GENTING HIGHLAND!!!!!

My roomates :
1) kak fiza
2)kak zaharah
3)nita
4) and me...of course

My english group (group E) (Mr Farid)
1)dayah
2)saqinah
3)rashid
4)lan
5)fiza
6)me..
there are another 6.but i forgot their names..huhu..

My company (Perfect Touch = group 6)
1)afham
2)hairi (ex)
3)lan
4)fasihah
5)puteri
6)eily
7)hara
8)jijah
9)noraini
10)faizah
11)qistina
12)yuni
13)nurul
14)lukman
15)ryzal
16)save for next coming..

Job Job Job...

Is there any job available?
Like Jason Mraz assistant perhaps?
da nak start tensen nih
bape lme lg nak tunggu interview?
rase mcm ada yg x kene je dgn resume aku tuh
nak kene tgk balik nih..

meh kite komen blog jason yg latest nih..
deep sh**t..hehehe..beside nih 1st time ckp malay dlm blog sindri
mmgla org kapir ni jahil..
eknologi bkn main canggih
org islam da lme pakai water hose nk bersihkan diri pas buang air..
pape p0n aku da explain kat komen dia
n hope ade org sedar even bkn dia..perhaps peminat dia..

by the way..makin handsome pla tgk jason mraz..
mmg handsome p0n..
tiap kali post blog p0n kate handsome..
hehehe

Live To The Fullest...

i like to believed it..its all about LOVE for the child..
Happy Mothers Day to everyone eventhough iam the only one whose read this.

its my blog anyway. Last thursday (May 7 2009) was my last day as a student.

the feeling is between 2 corners..feeling unbelievable..is this true?

hah...finally.

but the day is not over. iam searching for the right job that suit me..and i has fill in some

form that will later on helps the vacant to employ you..

lets hear from other part of myself..the most unstoppable demand in myself that hunger

with some fresh music and sound..i have found this singer/songwriteer that i never expect to

know with..she's once has joint Jason Mraz on his late 2008 tour around US..She's very cool..sweet..angelic..soft spoken..weee...

this is her pic..

i think Jason Mraz once has crush on her during the tour..

check out their video sing LUCKY together on december gig at youtube..

Wind Of Change...

the wind of change finally blowed up on my 23rd birthday last saturday.

oh my..this is the most dump day on my birthday.its 23 age now but i still cant find my mr right.

where r u my dear..sometime feel lost sometime feel sorrow.all the feelings that i should shared with someone that i called my dear hubby.

but its wind of change now. i take a time when finally the wind has come and the spirit goes up.

i felt like the time for me to make my own decision has come. all this while it always come from my mother who decide everything..not everything but mostly is in her shoes. when i look at jason mraz and lisa hannigan picture, i wa thinking 'how do they do that'...success in their career at their young age. but they still go for their college. though they took different course compared to what they are doing now..

i think jason n lisa has a good power to generate my motivation. follow ur dream..do things that make u happy most time..life is about to celebrate and in the same time respect the senior especially ur parents. aha.. i think this is my vision n mission after my age turn 23..hahahhai must achieve this goal..do the right thing at the right time. Allah always be my side and dont feel sad.

jason mraz posted his latest picture on my birthday on May 2 and i thinks he is cute in his new specs..